My deepest gratitude to Leslie for helping me with my vision. He took the photograph of my hand and butterfly I took and the one I took of the sunset and created this cover for me. The journey home. It is all our journey. Experience of the most immaculate existence -life.
Every world aligns,
Every breath is sacred and divine.
There is no space, there is no time.
All perceptions are not defined.
There is no idea, there is no mind.
A light begins to pulse and shine.
A call from beyond.
Standing in the center of creation, what is eternal infuses and embraces.
Experience what you are through the memories we created.
All that IS love encases.
All the lifetimes, all the changes, soul and energy reveal its phases.
This is the alpha as it becomes the omega.
Heaven unfolds in your matrix.
Then you remember… just enjoy the journey.
Tears flowed for a year, where had you gone I feared.
Broken hearted as silence appeared.
acceptance was the path I steered.
Change I believed is the whispers I hear.
Then a moment became clear, you are here.
There is no space or meeting place, just a warmth and Spirit embrace.
This adventure we chose to experience, brought life through this way.
When we leave this space, we will dance again together; in the sunset.
Touch the space;
Experience.
Kiss the soul;
Deep.
Breathe in the light;
Exhale infinity.
The union of beauty and simplicity;
Seeps into thee.
Wake softly;
For I AM what you seek.
Solar prisms;
Reflect your dream.
Across a universe we reach;
Through a sea of humanity.
Give benediction to thy heart;
Creation brought you peace.
In the stillness of the heart,
Two lives connect.
Different etchings on our wings, yet… sharing the same breath.
A call so deep, only Spirit could guide them across the bridge.
A transformation healed this immaculate journey;
The lesson;
Trust, in all they seen.
Rivers, mountains and lunar kissed dreams.
The wind held them captive – the sky set them free.
A million whispers revealed on the rhythm of a wing.
A sacred promise of creation;
Please, never forget…
Before we came, inside that chrysalis;
We held each other’s hand.
We remembered the beginning, the first breath.
The light that span us into existence;
We wanted to help humanity, together.
So on this sun-filled morning, Angels sang and life rang its melody;
In the hands of innocence and truth, we landed on earth.
Change became birth;
One day, I will welcome you home.
It was told on the great winds, the dove and crow would meet again.
The peace maker and wisdom keeper, shared a story of silence.
With the eyes of the crow, there became sight of past, present and future;
On the feather of the dove, came the compassion.
The crow needs no space of time, the dove whispers soft lullabies.
Creatures of the sky, free from the restrains of the subdue mind.
The lands called them down;
Face to face, they heal the grounds where they stand.
Great Spirit set forth the path, no fear, no masks.
Walk your walk, speak and go forth – it was said;
In each and every breath, a prayer.
Transformation brought migration to an end.
As the sunrises and sets, so will this bond never end.
Take to clouds dear dove and crow, the dream began again.
Before breath,
And the concept of time;
There was a symphony,
Of perfect design.
Creator infused;
Intention with light,
love resonated;
Spirit formed a life.
In each string of notes, a molecular fire;
On came the tone of harmonic chromosomes.
Hu-man was an ion expanding like the sun.
Charged with purpose, this infinite genome;
Formed a frequency of divine and sonic modes.
In the sphere of omni, presence became breath;
The universe was a compass, connecting Source in man.
Existence is a prism, a rainbow to remind;
We are all a melody, of sacred design.
It was felt, in a moment she could have cared only for her self;
An immaculate heart shined, forgave and changed her mind.
In her gentle way, this woman became an Angel.
In her understanding, not judging or demanding – she was pure grace.
A Mother as well, she fought the dragons to keep her children safe;
Her light runs deep, in her music her Spirit reaches.
On this day, I pray in gratitude and thanks.
Two little girls learn they are thought of across the seas.
From this, they learn how to change the world with peace.
There’s a place in my heart, for a woman of beauty
In her actions, teaches healing.
Here is peace.
A melody of hue and serenity.
Here is stillness and the immaculate dream.
A never-ending fire, a place of divinity.
Here is where breath catches and in each heartbeat – you reach deep.
A lifetime of purpose, an illuminated sanctuary.
Here is the beginning and ending of time.
Forever; is the horizon.
Traveler; journey across the sea.
Nomad, here you see infinity.
Bend to your knees and surrender;
Thy Spirit shall eclipse with creation;
Your eyes find clarity.
The symphony of light is calling to thee.
Pouring through eternity, a beautiful memory.
Touch the vision with hands and heart;
Before you reveals all you are.
Return…
Home.
It was told, such a long time ago,
An Eagle would fly across an ocean.
A journey of trust and devotion.
A butterfly would catch his eyes, she changed the moment.
The winds drew him high, gave his purpose motion.
As he landed on the shore of her existence, her wings drew a rhythm – he lifted her Spirit.
The horizon met the earth, there was love and there was birth;
In this breath was the beginning.
As his wings touched hers, he whispered; We belong together.
It was told by the Elders, they must build a garden,
Allow creation to kiss their hands.
As they seed the dirt, with heart and gratitude – your lives will expand.
What shall grow from this space, with healing grace, your place in Heaven.
Go on in peace was the blessing, remember your calling, give back all you’re given;
Know children of Nature;
Your lives are the Medicine.
In the silence of breath and will
There is a light that is still
The promise reveals
Trust the love is real
What we dream, what we feel
Worlds bridge, life heals
Rivers flow, heaven knows
Listen deeply, then let it go
Tides must turn
Memories burn
No matter where we end the journey
The purpose leaves the deepest imprint
We will meet again…
I sat still, awaiting what to do;
Begging angles to guide you through.
Trying to find the right words, trying to touch the right space;
Praying for just a moment of clarity, you would see.
Where I am, if you could reach, all of these lessons fit perfectly.
The most profound pain, the unbearable savage of actions;
The lost breath, the shallow heartbeat; as you broke into pieces and lay down from your knees.
I see beauty. I see light, I see the child inside the eyes.
I see yesterday burn, I see you screaming and asking why must it hurt?
I see a promise, I see the crush, I see all you believed and how deep you trust.
I see you searching for that woman you knew, how could she change so quickly with you?
I see in the desperate attempt to break through, you reminded her of all the times that were good.
I see the will to live leave your heart, I see the shattered man want to die.
But in the waves of turmoil and strife, I see beyond your mind.
I see purpose, I see creation, I see light and love’s transformation.
I see a life letting go, of all the expectations and sensations we try to own.
Your children’s reflection unfold in your hands, your moments won’t define the man.
What now seems impossible, is divine intervention;
what is taken, is replaced with Heaven.
Know soft soul, in the darkest hour;
All you are, has come to flower.
Find a stream of sunbeam on the wall, find a song that grabs hold on the radio.
Find a few notes to strum on the guitar, find the twinkle of a far off star.
Find an old photo and hang it on the wall, of a little boy with an honest smile.
Let the tears flow. Let the emotions go, let the suffering and sorrow show;
You came so far, climbed the ladder, lived into tomorrow.
This is your construction, your re-design, your invocation, your inspiration, your experience of life.
Take responsibility and shine.
You are not alone, take my hand one more time.
We have been living life in a way we have been flowing in circles. We have become aware of reaching certain points of the circle where we have learned to observe and make any changes needed or flow through it as needed. We have now come to a point of awareness and being that is awake that for many of us here, circles of being are no longer serving us.
Observe light, we ARE light. We come from the light. Knowing this, we know that light expands and is not a circle, but an ever reaching and expanding space.
When we move from this state of being where we live in circles, we then move into a space of light; where we are now expanding and reaching beyond just lessons or repetitive life ‘being’.
Though life is experience and always moving, we are now in a space of existing where we are conscious and connected to Source and aware we ARE ONE.
There is nothing to ‘do’ to move from living life as a circle and now in the light; it just IS. Simply expanding and allowing all we are to shine as the light we are, begins to transform us into the space of light. As we shift, so is our being. These circles of life are no longer WHAt we are. They are no longer needed to observe to ‘be’. I ask you to ask your heart this now; if I AM LIGHT, am I also expanding, reaching and illuminating? Then also is my existence doing the same? Do I need to live in a circle to expand in consciousness? What do the circles of life continue to serve as in this state of light and consciousness? Release this circle and move into the light of all we ARE.
Silence it was said, is golden. there is truth in this when we are dealing with self.
When we are silent with others who we have upset or hurt, this silence becomes a self-preservation, an act of ego. When we move into silence so we may observe or allow truth to reveal, this is a Mastery. When we use silence to not be ‘held to’ or ‘captured in’ a situation we do not want to be held accountable for; this is not any Mastery. Silence is a space of allowance and observation; not a space we can move into that gives us freedom. Silence used as manipulation to save ones self from others ideas of us or our actions is not Mastery. Silence is not stillness. In Stillness; we are directly connected to Source. IT just IS. Silence is the observation of what IS NOT. For we must observe to know the space of silence. We must be aware of the space we are in to become silent. We do not become still, we ARE stillness. When we stop using silence as an answer or to avoid, we can then understand how silence allows beauty, healing, trust and love through. Being silent with another in the space of love allows love to flow. Being silent with another in the space of fear, anger, guilt, or avoidance creates ripples upon ripples of this that affect all.
We are asked to be mindful, this is also in how we are silent. Golden silence is a space of love and peace, all other silence is removing love and replacing it with a ‘why’ you are silent. Always take into consideration if your silence is hurting other/s. Love has no intention other than unconditional, so give no conditions to love and never use silence ON others, may silence always connect you to I AM THAT I AM.
Love and light to all.
Sit in the warmth of this place;
Here is solitude.
A gift of sacred space, where you can jut be.
Come close your eyes and breathe.
In the tall grass and gentle breeze;
Here is simplicity.
Born is a moment; quiet is the mind, bright is the light.
What was once a reaching tree to the sky;
Is now an invitation to release.
As you sit in tranquility – you are the tree child.
Your dreams the trunk, your wild abandon the branches, your memories the leaves.
Dance in Spirit with the wind.
Your truth, the roots that drink so deeply.
Grow and flourish under the call of spring;
Let go and renew in the autumn’s retreat.
In summer – thrive and be all that is alive.
In winter, resonate healing and peace.
Here you are beauty.
Come and know this solitude;
It all begins with you.
Make love to me as I sleep;
Reach me in the dream.
Kiss me between each heartbeat and breath;
We become fluidity.
In the hollow of my spine, let your fingers trace,
Solar flares as chills appear, and flush across my face.
As you move with me, the velvet sky falls;
As we blend and reach beyond, our union in fire calls.
In the center pulses, a indigo spinning star;
As you take me through this space, our love will make us one.
Touch me till I wither, taste me as I drip,
Explore me as I whisper your name;
Entwined we are in Spirit.
In your eyes I feel beauty,
In your hands I know energy,
In your lips I experience enternity,
In our release we are infinite.
As wind, I am freedom.
I am clarity, beauty and peace.
As wind, I am life;
I fill the deepest moments on the faces of children.
I am movement, endless, wild and wonderous.
As wind, I am element.
I feed the fire, I lift the wings of nature.
As wind, I am swept and majestic.
I am the living experience of trust, that what is not seen, encases us.
As the wind, I am the Master of the atmosphere.
Within me, you are consciousness.
Many moons and many suns, came to pass as the change begun.
In the canyons the wild cries, heard from the land and rained from the skies.
Sacred earth her horizon shifts, her rivers rise and her people listen.
We are children, the Elders are teaching;
In the trees, the creatures and air we breathe – lessons.
Sit with Creation, sit as Nature, what we become, we can feel,
Is the space we have the light to heal – it all.
Chant your blessings, there is fire in your eyes;
Be one in stillness, kiss the skies.
Gather in thanks, move close to peace;
In your heart, the answers reach.
Share your wisdom, open your hands;
Take responsibility for our lands.
Help each other to understand, this is our chance;
To re-create man.
Please, I ask for understanding;
My love is for everybody.
Please, I ask for compassion;
To be of service is my calling.
Please, I ask for patience;
So many are in need.
Please, I ask for no judgement;
My light shines for all to see.
Please, I ask for space;
My Spirit is flying free.
Please; I ask for stillness;
Here is my sacred solitude;
Please know I ask of this, in deepest gratitude.
Please, I ask, will you listen;
With an open heart;
For in that space we are all connected,
Soaring in the stars.
Please, I ask all divine creation, through the deepest blue,
To kiss your soul and guide you whole;
to reveal the truth to you.
Ask of me, it will be yours.
If in my reach, it shall be done.
If it seems impossible, I will create a miracle.
I cherish thee, as the light of the sun.
Ask of me, I will give with my heart.
If it does not reach, I will call on the stars.
I love thee, as the peace of the sea.
Ask of me, I will serve with light.
If the darkness falls, I will call angels to guide.
I see thee, as the siren of creation, from all I am;
from infinite truth, from the beautiful blue, my prayers of Heaven, I give to you.
Don’t hide your eyes and cry soft one,
This is how you feel;
They do not grasp to say I am sorry,
To help the hurt to heal.
Cover up or ignore their actions, this is how some survive,
To them saying sorry is admitting they hurt you, they can’t see this with their eyes.
Waves of sorrow fills your heart, as you try to understand;
Why would someone get your hopes up – to leave you hardly standing?
Fear.
Fear of losing all they have,
Fear of change;
Fear of starting over again,
Fear of feeling pain.
Fear is what makes some burn the trust – or choose to run away.
Still you pray.
In the hours of early morn, we hear your song of love.
In the sentient night, we hear your light shine.
In the stillness of Nature, we hear you asking for answers.
Some are stuck in a pattern, one they cannot shatter, a simple matter – yet they sit in the center of repeat.
This is part of the journey, this is why we reach.
Shift from belief, know the energy.
In the beautiful poems, the deep devotion, the sacred intention,
You ask for intervention, for mercy.
Once again we tried, once again we whispered and guided, but free will is blinding and must be honored.
We cannot interfere, with how some shut out what they hear.
Dear one, we know why you cry, allow the waters of life.
Lest no man judge, lest no man give false union.
What lay in the center of your heart, shines like a star.
We will guide the rest of your healing, keep feeling;
Trust all you are.
Brought here in love,
This will carry you home.
Please
Eternal are they, beings of light
They reach from beyond, as one.
They are eons of elders, they are us resonating.
They bring love and teach, their presence is peace always.
In the spheres of illumination, there is perfection,
We need to listen to the messages and lessons.
Many worlds dilate wide, they ask we open our minds and see;
There is a universe reaching.
Some sound a siren of sacred tones, they raise our vibrations to guide us home.
In their hum, are prisms of light,
Creating a symphony of immaculate shine.
Just beyond ether, just beyond sight, are billions of orbs kissing our hearts.
Levels open, energy shifts, the portals are open to the multiverse.
Welcome their collective, hear and be still;
Ascension is calling, may we all walk through.
In the truest moment of a life,
A heart opens wide.
From the most sincere space,
If you could only see, the immaculate love pour over thee.
Know in your strife, in this pain and fear;
Your apology is heard so clear.
What you believe to be punishment, is mercy to heal.
It is seen, your agony, what you have come through in this confusing dream.
Nightmares of fire, engulfed in the flames, the fall from your calling, your wounds that remain.
In this very moment, as you beg and call, there are angels and prayers encasing your soul.
Take a deep breath, hold still;
We know this will take, all of your will.
The tears you cry are waters of life, releasing each memory, one at a time.
You are forgiven, you came here to learn, the path you have taken, will help you return.
It is known, you cannot see, through the confusion and chaos causing misery.
Be still Frankie.
Close your eyes, drift to sleep, inside this space, the light can reach.
For every wound across your life, there is grace;
Making it right.
Choices made now, are from understanding;
What broke you in pieces, is now mending.
What tore flesh, what cracked bone, is divine blessing, to bring you home.
You are not alone.
So on your knees, this weary night;
Know you are healing, one breath at a time.
Bless you always in love and light
Sit still child, allow the silence to envelope thee.
Here you shall find each breath becomes fluidity.
In this space, Nature’s grace teaches deeply.
Come softly into the forest children, lay beneath the healing trees.
Set down your woe, your fear and complexity;
Allow the energy to reach;
In the solace of the roots and earth, life begins to speak.
All you are reveals in creation, all you ask becomes revelation.
Silence is meditation for Spirit.
Follow the whispers to the sky, the wind dances and falls;
In the leaves you will see, the light that shines in us all.
The Elders teach in the woodland, a gift to remind us of home;
Go with reverence and love in the forest;
Leave this space in gratitude.
In a deep dream, across the nocturnal sea;
An echo reached a seahorse sleeping.
Come dance with me, as stars in a stream;
A million mysteries in this galaxy.
Returning home, then back to the sea;
They swim in two worlds, endlessly.
A gentle creature, his love is grace;
The Echo in stillness, resonates.
Bring peace and serenity, through eternity;
All who need, will experience the tranquility.
Embraced on a journey, allowing the flow,
This is the story, of the seahorse and echo.
As this heart falls asleep, I hear a calling across a sea,
As I wake, I hear another break.
As I sit under the tree, I hear the winds whisper to me
As stillness seeps, I experience his Spirit dance with me.
As I watch the sun set, I feel his melody across my breath
As the stars collide, his prayers open my soul wide.
As he paints the mountain range, I see the stories forming.
He is the other half of me,
Flames entwined for eternity.
As my heart gave way, his light healed that space;
As my tears began to fall, his love called
He caught my fall.
When he walked away, my world became blank
But my heart stayed true;
Even when I asked it not to.
When he broke in two, my whole being wanted to pull him through.
Life is such a gift to cherish,
To join the flames, is to help humanity;
To become harmony, to heal, feel, create and shine the light.
Heaven bought us to meet in this life, let us bond our eyes,
Let us hold hands, walk across th sands,
Make love at night.
Let no more days go by, we are not side by side.
Come home again.
Love is not a game, it’s not a maybe or will see.
Love is not a fleeting emotion, dancing in the breeze.
Love is not confusion, love is not pain;
Love is not some promise in the moment,
Love will never be shame.
Love does not have fear, love does not despair;
Love is not some vague expression, leaving you in tears.
Love is not desperate, love is not secret,
Love is not eternal, untill you truly mean it.
Love is a sacred gift, that always will inspire;
Love is a heart of depth, raging with a fire.
Love is beauty revealed, love is always trust,
Love is a truth so perfectly seen, it creates miracles.
Love is what we are, love is how we came,
So before you say I love you,
Understand your own love meaning.
Who are you calling across the barrier?
She has left, turned to morphing matter.
Who do you wait for, in the darkest night?
Look to the Arcturians, to see her light.
Life is simplicity, when we clearly see
A moment is fragments of eternity.
Smile at the stars, she is finally free.
The universal protractor is designing;
A orbital realigning
A sound beams across the cosmic train,
A geometric intonation plays.
The Holy Grails wake.
Each octave is DNA,
Each note is a frequency.
Within humanity is the Ionic waves,
Spreading across the galaxy.
Resonant tones change the energy,
Light is a pattern of infinity.
Chromosomes infuse with interstellar crystalline hues,
Here is the key, to immortality.
Your symphony of divinity.
We are multidimensional harmony,
Watch the sky,
We are coming.
I am the ripples across the sea;
I am felt in everybody.
I am intention, emotion, devotion.
I am the stillness, the sanctuary.
On the surface, I glisten, as the solar kiss of spirit dances on my being.
Beneath, I am peaceful, as my water runs deep.
Along my shoreline, are stones, they are echoes of lives.
I step with compassion, and hold each with light.
I am the horizon that infuses the mind.
I am the moment of healing sublime.
Here are the sands, each grain a life,
Together in creation we’re the infinit shorline.
I am Heaven,
I am home,
I AM THAT I AM;
I always was.
It has come, in this space reveals;
Welcome children, the new dawn is here.
Soft rain gathers upon my lips,
A smile forms deeply.
A warm kiss gathers in my mind.
Who will pull me that close, who will whisper love?
I have so very much to give, Spirit knows this.
I would shine like the universe, to know I was worth such a moment.
I have swam the deepest pains, now it’s time for peace in the rain.
Even if for a short time, I beg all creation, please let me share my life.
I trust with all my existence, I promise to cherish and lift him,
I will rise in the morning light, with the stars in my eyes
I will flourish across the skies.
I beg, in the deepest prayer,
One last time, to bring him near.
A heart called across the world, in need of light and love;
I tried with all the prayers and compassion to reach inside their heart.
Instead, I tore them apart.
In the darkest hours, tears began to fall;
Angels surrounded his life with love.
A hundred wings covered his soul.
WE won’t let go.
Please, beautiful Spirit you need to know, how your life glows.
As you said my name, it brought the rain.
You called for change.
In the mercy of a million years, we came to break your fears.
The pain you feel, is guiding you to heal.
Here I kneel, before the thrones of Heaven,
On behalf of Creation;
How I wish I could show you the salvation.
The light encased your being,
Shine immaculate Leslie.
A soft and gentle man, who stood in the pouring waters,
The floods rise and wash clean;
So you can be free.
Look in the mirror of infinity – see;
All your beauty.
You are the Eagle,
Fly like the winds.
In between heartbeat and breath,
There are seven tones of resonance.
A siren spins, prisms of heaven.
Each dimension exists, in the sonic halos of intonation;
A million points of light gathering, in the center of our being.
Sing!
The Universe rings, there is a perfect melody;
Break through the borders with fluidity,
Illuminating and transcending, infinite harmony of peace.
In the solar pulsing, we reach;
In the stillness we teach,
we were the dreamers, we are now awake.
Moments created, imprint and fade into the stream;
There is a river of creation, flowing over humanity.
Capture the beauty, in simplicity;
Shift the energy, the perfect polarity of love shines;
We are the ancients, eons of light.
In your eyes, we are the stars,
In your world, we are the doors;
A symphony in the sunrise,
A sonata in the moonlight,
A masterpiece on the shore.
The music is the axis,
Where sonic love is born.
I am change;
Call me by name.
I am the rain,
To clear the pain.
You asked in the darkest hours, for clarity;
Can you see?
The break in the perception,
The wake of the heart from the dream.
There is no concept or safe space,
To heal, all fear must erase.
Brought to the surface of your life,
All the wrongs to make right.
Your soul calls across the divide,
We hear your tears in the light.
What is shattered is new,
Trust the reconstruction of you.
What no longer serves, must now go.
You no longer need all the stones.
The mind became rattled and weak,
You asked for the answers you seek.
Know in the falling, your truth is calling.
Stop spinning in the circle of life,
Standing beside is your guide;
You know the way home,
You let your emotions overload.
You let others try to change who you are;
We see you gentle heart, as the star.
Your purpose is pure of intention,
Her love is divine intervention.
Listen, the echo is true;
Waiting, for you to come through.
This has been a very deep honor for me to have such a gifted Artist give my words life. She has blessed me with a gift of her immaculate interpretation in this piece. You can see more of her work and contact her via twitter as @kscutiepie as well as her E-mail at ckfreeberg@gmail.com
Grey skies hover as a homage to indirect mysteries.
The ripples covet the wood they caress.
Side by side, the ships wait.
Only the winds brood and sway across their bows.
The rains swept their decks of yesterdays journeys.
Idle and silent they stand against the thrashing of the high seas.
They wait out the tides of uncertainty,
On the horizon is the calling lands.
Wayward in the subtle dream, the immortal compass is vivid;
Side by side the ships shall anchor, until the storms have passed.
Dear heart pray,
The love you know now,
Is here to stay.
Quiet your racing mind,
Hush the need to know the end of life.
Still your rushing thoughts, you are not your mind.
Walking right beside, the wolf, the eagle and the Spirit light.
Let Angels hold your heart.
Allow the feeling to wash over your eyes.
From the center of creation, a deep meditation starts.
In your soul shines a star, it reaches far.
Breathe deep dear man, remember how you came so far.
The space of Heaven is all you are.
As you once walked through the gate,
Life was your hands of fate, greeting you in the mist
The promise.
Find this again.
Know the kind hands lifting you, are holding true.
You cannot go back to sleep, for once the kiss of trust comes to thee,
You begin your journey, again.
Allow the healing in.
You called across the sky, as your Spirit flies;
Stood at the quay of the great divide, was the beacon of light.
Warm and divine.
Now as you wake, unfolding in your empty space;
Glory.
Never shall you bleed again, when you open from within.
Let the rain pour down your soul,
This will make you whole, hold you close, keep the flame from going cold.
Pray.
Kneel in grass,
Lay on the earth,
Know all you are worth.
Sit by the river’s bend, run again dear friend,
For in your heart is the great winds.
Take to the mountains, soar!
The love you are searching for, never left.
In the deepest breath, beyond belief, is peace.
Creation is meeting you on the cusp of all the tears you weep.
Trust why you came to be.
Know, without a doubt, love is everything.
SHINE your beauty, for ALL to see.
