I have moved forward and decided to get a house. I let it unfold the way it was supposed to. I love the sea and the house is about 10 houses from the sea. There is some work to be done, but I have the passion to fix it up. I love trees and will plant beautiful flowers. The children are beaming. I feel the peace there. The reservation is around the street and many families with young children. I was quite honored to also find in my mailbox, both my certifications I had taken National tests for, I am grateful for this chance to carve a new life. For in the unknown hours of life, when we cannot see beyond fear or the painful lessons, come the blessings and understanding of the love and light of living. Healing!