Dear God, what has happened;
My life collapsing before my eyes.
Like a surreal dream that just fell apart.
I stand back and look at all the arms, they lead somewhere right?
I called to each heart, but oh… it was just a sound they heard.
Where am I now – as the dream drips down across the ground.
Is there anything left to live for?
I go over my existence like a cloud, trying to see the way out.
What did I miss that it comes to this?
Was I always just grasping at straws?
All the fire I walked through, my bleeding soul, how I broke into a million pieces and found my way whole.
What was it all?
Can’t do it anymore.
Please, dear Spirit, take me home.
I have no fear of the dark,
I see the sun in everyone’s heart.
I just can’t do it anymore.
Please forgive my shattered heart, but what you ask of me, I cannot be.
This last test, destroyed me.
In my gratitude for all you gave me.
I am on my knees, with all my being, please;
Just bring me home.