I’m a loner, don’t get close to me
I like to be free.
I am a loner, don’t try to love me;
I am a loner, trust is a illusion, I won’t fall into it again.
I am just making my way here, loving my children.
I am a loner, don’t need handouts, don’t need no pity or advice.
I gave from a space of light.
I am a loner, even death don’t want me.
Life, it got me.
Don’t try to pull me in.
I have no friends.
I won’t harm another living thing, won’t lie or play games.
Best to stay in my own quiet space,
I am a loner.
I am done with the pain, the misunderstandings and shame.
I don’t need my heart to break anymore.
I close the door.
If loving too much is wrong, then I got too much to learn.
I did it all on my own, there were some dark nights alone.
Many nights as a child, locked in a closet, you think I can’t handle being deserted?
Well, here I am.
I been torn down many times, believed many lies,
In my heart, I never wanted to think others would try to put out my light.
So I loved blind.
I’ll never reach out again.
When I looked down at my hands, they were bleeding.
Because I loved too much.
I don’t need a crutch or someone to save me.
I am a loner, with the heart of a child, in this world of anger and emotional chaos, people who push and pull, I can’t fit in anymore.
Watch me fall.
I surrender to it all.
I got some words, and a heartbeat.
I am a loner, that’s all I need.