Simply Solace

In the early morning, the solace traces shadows like silhouettes across my wall.

Faintly, memories unfold and outline what was night.

At the glimpse of first light, it outlines my life.

Shapes contour but never define, my mind drifts.

Does yesterday have to echo like this?

In the trees, beautiful evergreens, in the cries of the wind surrounding me,

My heart finds simple solace.

Would be easy to predict how lives could twist and turn, how we entwine and learn.

But that’s just it; you lose the moment you might get.

Now the light that covers my walls, brings stories to unfold, like a novel or a scroll;

But the words never told what that moment will always hold.

The simple solace.

In the distance of the clouds, there is a thought that came raining down.

Hold open your hands, let it soak your imagination;

Are we not all musicians and  painters in nature?

You have to venture out of your skin, the safe place you’re in, to feel.

Use emotions wise, you’re touching others lives, always remember this.

In the gold horizon, what we learn might surprise us, but take it in.

In this moment, this very moment, you are simply solace.

The Nomads Of The Spheres

Like a thought, or passing train, I am a nomad in the rain.
No ties to bind me, no wants to haunt me, no fear to stop me in my dreams.
I am the night sky of tranquility, if you listen close, you’ll hear my melody.
In the galaxy with the others, we warm the souls of believers.
We hear the children’s deepest wishes, we are the elders, we whisper for the creator.
What painted our odyssey? Compassion for humanity.
We watch you weep, we feel you sleep, we guide you close, till you come home – until you see.
I am a nomad, my presence brings change.
You’ve called me from the cosmos, to guide you through the pain.
We keep the balance of magnetic resonance, the spheres of harmonic octaves in space. We spin, we create. The light vibrates.
We are colors, we are shapes, we are natures symphony.
In your wonder, in your heart, you’ve always known this world so far.
See who you really are.
Slowly the nomads awaken your senses, the key to stillness, the everlasting.
But time is your sanction, in your mortal state, we come in grace, as you dilate.
We are the muses, we inspire the humans.
We are waters, of the universal tone,
Tune into our flow, bask in the glow.
When you stand on your own, it’s time we must go.
One day, you’ll return to the place you’ve always known.

Walking Through The Gates Of Truth

In the beginning there was peace, space and light flowed free.
No attachments needed.
But how can this be; we wanted to see.
On came the journey of complexity.
From idea, came thought, the mind was brought into focus.
It took hold of us and we began looking through eyes.
Left behind was the light and shine of just being.
From within we created fear, it jaded what was clear.
Searching for some purpose, that was always in us.
We wanted to control, the fate to find the whole.
In this mental shift, we wandered from the bliss;
Love became a need, and life became a greed.
What do we need to achieve? Can we really believe?
Nothing is what it seems.

Go back to the source, it guides you through your course.
Do not think to feel, simple truth is real.
Answers come from stillness, your soul will be your witness.
Stop the search, live in the moment, do not try to own it;
Just observe.

Let your life awaken, for time is no element.
Do not measure love from results, from such forms chaos.
We do not have to strive, to really feel alive, just breath.

In this space of creation, we are part of the equation,
We are not the formula, nor are we the answers.
We are the process of everything we believe.

In the cry for the flame, the twin that was the same,
We can forget the source, we came from.
There is more then one.
Unity is grace, we never lose that place, it just goes numb.
We are the love, the flame is in us, waiting to be free.
There is no forever, Eternity is changing, you can’t hold on to it.
Moving through the shift, as the veil will lift, you will open doors.
To who you really are.
Open your soul to learn, let your spirit turn in beauty.
May you shine always through your journey.
Love, unconditionally.

What Can We Do? (Calling The Healers)

On the streets, in our eyes, in the back of our minds
Walk the broken, the abused, the tired and confused.
At one time, all these lives, had a mission to survive.
All the blind, all the frail seeking mercy under veil.
In our awareness, in our peace, healers reach, to help them see.

Don’t turn away from the sorrow felt by man, this is why the love is in our hands.
Brought to earth to create the waves, the ripples of energy; these vibrations will save them.
Recreate our DNA, this dimension is the gateway.
Divide reality into symmetry, then create your symphony of humanity.
Parallel lines reach from the Divine, this is the time to be free.

Take off your mask, for what you ask is how you must be.
There is no turning back, once you can see.
The children need our empathy, teach them unity and understanding.
On the streets, in our eyes, make the difference, one soul at a time.

The Future Of Love

Emotions come through, in the moment of truth.
The soul is never confused, but reason diffuses the source.
Stay on course, listen to the voice.
Never burry love, it’s a gift from beyond.
It shines, it blinds the mind and brings out who we are.
There is no wrong, because before we came here;
It was all so clear, entwined and immortal in light.
Nothing stays the same, as the journey can change, embrace the flight.
Resonate from the bond, let it happen on it’s own.
Trust the universe, to bring you through.
No more tears, no more fears,
The circle of perfection has been healing for years.
No complex space, no sinful disgrace,
In the eyes of passion there is a place for us.
Absorb the joy, intoxicated by fate
Drink the rain, let go of the pain, we are the beginning
Of the future…

Under The Sky

Life calls and miles of oceans fall between us

Time passes in one reality, but leaves us still in another

Words are not the things we see

We have our calling and places to be

People that need us deeply

Between moments and breath

Our friendship exists, knowing this I find peace

Like minds – shining souls

Sharing inspirations, creativity flows

Though we may not speak

The spirits smile and reach

Another level of heart

Never separate, always bright

So much you taught me, your truth brought me through

Journey on, under the blue

When I look into the sky

I’m thinking of you

 

Shapes And Shadows

Be silent, be still, I can sense you walking through.

Take your shape as shadows on the walls, I hear the whispers when you call.

Nothing is hidden, your outline in blue, I see movement.

What are you watching in the corner of the room? My eyes are tuned into you.

Shifting and chanting under luna’s hands, night does not hide you.

Through astral planes and etheric states, I stay hushed in truth.

Attuned from within, the current rising across my skin.

I keep the secret, you hold the promis, till we meet again.

Thankfull

Thank you for the beauty of my life, such a gift to be here and heal.

Thank you for the compassion and lessons I recieve, for I  will always listen.

Thank you for my children, for their light brings me peace.

Thank you for creation, the sensations of unity.

On this day, I beg for nothing, I am grateful for all that is.

Sometimes we ask and forget to give.

Today I stopped just surviving, and remembered why I live.

Brave Life (For Mark)

What we conquer, we teach.

Fear is a belief, not who we must be.

We unfold the corners of the soul, project what you know.

Moments can pull like undertow, let sensations go and breathe.

As the eyes are watching you, they will set you free.

Do not own the rush, send it on like wave of light.

The Universe will slow the motions, bring it to the deepest oceans – to the rest of us.

We diffuse the source and send back on course, everything you sent in love back to you.

Share your truth, and help us through.

Do not fear, we are here, to learn from you.

 

 

Release

What is this sadness I am feeling?  What has got me reeling and heaving in my space?

My life is filled with joy, yet something has a hold.

Between two places I float, I’m lost in the pull.

I am strong, I can help you along, gain your ground – tune into the sound.

What has drifted, is always found.

When the rain pours through, I still believe in you.

When life takes a hold, when it starts to feel cold, I won’t let go.

Quietly I pray, for you to find your way.

Like water to fire, like earth to sky, let yourself feel, learn to cry.

When the world falls at your feet, when you cannot bear to breathe,

When push comes to shove, I’ll hold you close.

You are never alone.

We all rise and fall, its complex, but makes us who we are.

Please do not hide away, let me cover you in peace;

Rest your mind and be.

Come and take my hand, I understand.

Believe why I am here, like the spinning of the spheres;

Like the never-ending flame, we are the same source.

Follow the course, swim into the flow, when you fall, I will catch you.

This is love.

Trusting The Forgiveness Of Pain

I’ve not blogged on my thoughts in some time, been very inspired to write poems as of late. But today I have had something come to the surface I feel poetry would not do justice. I’m deeply grateful for this understanding today, as it has been slowly coming into my awareness.

Many times in life, we come to a place where we find ourselves hurting; many believe it’s a choice. It is. But why would we chose such a thing? Is pain productive? Does it mean we punish ourselves? No, we are not punishing ourselves. There is a saying that goes, “there is a fine live between love and hate.” A bit extreme, but it does have meaning.

When you think of the extent we love someone, a friend, a sister, a lover, you can also remember times when they have hurt you deeply. For we must love deeply and unarmed to be hurt the same. But I ask of you to think of how this could help your soul, and perhaps it will also help you to learn and see how forgiving can come to you with an open heart and compassion.

Before we came to this existence, we chose certain experiences we needed to heal from. To heal karma and learn to grow. We never stop expanding, because we are light. Light never ends. When we chose to come here, we also chose other souls we love and trust beyond words to help us learn these lessons. They too understood their lesson fit perfectly with ours.

Think of this, who is one person in your life right now, that you trust with your life? Someone you know that would make choices for you that would help you the most if you could not for yourself? Now, think of trusting this person to tell you they had to leave a bit from town, but asked you to please believe them that not telling you why was best. could you trust them? I think you would.

This is the same of those who hurt us deeply in this life. before we came here, they loved us and we loved them with love one cannot imagine in earthly terms. We trusted them that in this love they would be the person to teach us such a lesson as pain and suffering from another we love hurting us.

This soul who we made a pact with, is being selfless by taking on karma for us to heal. Yes, it sounds hard to understand and maybe hard to swallow, but please bear with me.

Imagine yourself looking into the eyes of your loved one and they ask you to please help them, they have their legs trapped under a car. If they do not get out they will die. The only way is to cut off their legs. (This is graphic and I apologize, but it needs to be to give the power of what I am saying.) Both of you know it will hurt beyond words, but after the pain is over, the life will be saved. The will of life is stronger and the selfless act you are going to do by cutting them free, knowing you are hurting them so, is but a grace from the light. You take a deep breath and set aside their screams and set them free. The person might not know what it took in this lifetime for you to love them that much you would do that to for them.

This is the same for those who hurt us deeply and move out of our lives or have made a mistake that made us suffer inside. This is why forgiveness is so important for both souls. We need to remember that this life is just a small fraction of who we are and we understand small bits of why we are here. In the long run, like with the car and legs, we must understand that the pain is for healing and the love we will find again when we leave this life in the soul who shared our pain with us. Do not hold onto the pain, do not hold onto the anger and suffering. Forgive and know that though you might not understand fully why you needed the lesson of pain from this person, that if you make the right choices with the experience and KNOW, this is a healing chance to grow, you will both shine and go back to the source of that profound trusting love before you came here.

This is the beauty of humanity, that we can really find the understanding, if we learn to view life from a perfect circle and see all the way around.

Love and light to all!

The Rings Of Saturn

Who are we in this reality?

The lives bleed from us till we see.

Superimposed, closer than you know, are beings of celestial energy.

What turns the Universe? The grace of fluidity.

Soft rains pour from the heavens, mist of essence, the Omni presence.

Unify with the altered mind, meld with your kind.

Vestri lux lucis est templum.

Listen to the rings of Saturn hum, as they spin through the cerebrum.

Pull you on your axis, we are intergalactic.

Voyage home, and love all.

This Soul Is Not Lost

There is not cost, there is no plan, we must find our way through the lands.

Journey to oneness, flight through mystery, do not try to save me.

I’m not lost.

Words are moments, not the souls tourments, I have my guides.

If you really could feel me, you’d know how they heal me.

I’m not alone, I am surrounded by many – the light is my sanctuary.

I cast no spells, I draw no cards, I am the prism of love in the stars.

Child of the sun, child of the sea, I came from the deep to help others see.

The Universe calls me to flight through beyond;

Connect with me there, and open your mind.

Parting

Time has shown me, through the blindness;

Love under will is the law.

Is that what it was? No.

The intentions were pure, the pull was strong, but very wrong.

Entwined in deep night, I seeped through the cracks;

As you just lay back and let it go.

As I tried to kiss your soul, I hurt you so.

There are no words to forgive now I know.

Please believe me when I say, it was not my intent to turn it this way.

I will do the right thing and step back.

Though this heart will fall and weep, the masters decieve.

I will no longer seek.

In the words unspoken, trust me in the words I say,

I am grateful more then you can image for you, as I walk away.

I Surrender

I want to go home, to the place I’ve always known.

I want to paint the sky, step out of my mind.

My time is done here, lessons learned, love sent.

I forgive and forgiveness asked for all I’ve done.

Fallen to the earth in humbled birth and innocence.

I surrender.

I give everything I am.

The light, the soul, back to the union that makes me whole.

Letting go, into the flow of peace.

I am free, I can see, all the things we try to be.

It all came clear, then in this heart the truth appeared.

In this world, on this road, the ones we leave behind will grow.

Let them all know, how much they mean, so when it must be, the time to leave

They carry on; knowing we are close and always one…

I Will Follow

No more questions, no more doubts.

The circle closed and pulled me out.

Orchestral being of pure fluid halos.

ethereal eyes, I cannot describe.

From my hands comes the bands of rainbows, from the center of my mind;

Comes the eternal glow, only you know.

I am healed.

The lotus unfolds, and we glow, all of heaven spins the whole.

With this gift, we can soar, reach all the souls like never before.

As love grows, creation flows;

magnificent energy fused through the sun.

You were always the one, always the pull, always so close.

Now we are here, now we meet, more beautiful then I could have known.

We are free, come soar with me.

Bring the angels through, surge energy blue.

Cross the connections, so others can see, the truth in who they’ve always been.

We have the rest of eternity to create the harmony of being.

The Winding Sea Of Time

In the lull of convictions and sacred intonation, there is a movement of time.

Blessed are those who believe.

The bridge of now and forever is luminous, reaching like the fingers of a tributary.

Sail the waters of mercy, drink from the shores of empathy.

Cast no shadows, for the worlds of the lower regions scream.

Traveler of faith, traveler of light, in your quest on this sacred night,

Before you rises the winding seas.

Cross at will, under guide, through the trees.

The waves will take your moments higher.

I reach to thee, on the banks of eternity.

You cannot see me, you cannot touch me, for I am the one with the fire of beauty

The mission completes, and your life is now healed.

In the sea of time, all is revealed.

What was, always will be.

In the center of our hearts.

The Ovoid Of Light

In the center of everything, comes the light;

As we are, as we always have been.

Born of the Great Oviod, we are life as we know it.

Once one, we became many.

Fragments of the source, to experience everything at once.

The octaves resonate in waves of love, all from above and beyond.

So vast is the endless sea of being, we began to find ourselves in others.

Prisms and spectrums of the source found color.

Sound found shape and thought flooded the minds.

Time became reason and breath became reality.

We lost the eyes to see.

But the light shined on.

In our understanding, like a magnet of expanding, we feed the source.

Nothing can detour our course.

Belief just opens the doors, but even if you sense no more, you will come home.

A place you’ve always known,  you are here right now.

A perfect horizon.

The Humans Story

 

Human; we are evolution.
Why are you here?
To heal.
This journey chosen by many, to raise the vibrations in heaven.
No soul that walks this earth is alone.
We will all go home, when the time is right.
In your darkest night, when will is forgotten, when hope is lost,
What ever the cost, you ask for love.
From beyond is the truth, hidden in you, so simple to reach.
Trade the wants for the needs, let go of fear, hate and greed.
All are created in perfection, but in earth’s direction – illusion breeds.
Mistakes bring change; Pain and suffering is a gift to soar.
How can it be, when you break and bleed you are free?
Human, can you not see?
In your weakest hours, in the tears that devour, in the world gone wrong,
We find our song.
Each life has a story, no two are the same.
Reach out to each other, as sister and brother;
There is no shame.
No quest is higher, no future brighter, humble we must stay.
Cast no stone as judgment day, for in the face of the strange,
The unexplained – you will find mercy.
 Human, if you just opened your heart, all the worlds apart would appear.
They are so near – guiding us, teaching us, making us aware.
As sure as we breathe air, are sure as we seek,
We receive.
Believe.
So it shall be.

The Alchemist Of Stone

Raised from deep earth, is the stone of truth.

Behold all it’s virtue, forget not it’s worth.

As time began, man went on his quest, of the golden chalice, to drink from its myth.

Blind fell the man who turned over the stone, for his eyes were not worthy;

And his heart turned to bone.

Sought was the map for a thousand years, that would lead them to secrets and abolish all fears.

Journey through silence, from the cosmos came light;

For the wise men could find it on one fateful night.

In the sight of perfection, lay down all perception, for the stone was deception;

In the form of redemption.

In the soul of the alchemist, lay the wisdom of gold;

From water comes fire; engraved on the scroll;

Was the formula of fate in the pure and the bold.

 No man could seek this, from the stone came the soul;

The sun caused the alchemist and stone to be whole.

The Median Of Heaven

Magenta skies, churn and rush.
The heavens open up.
Mother earth raises her soul.
As above, so below.
You have me on my knees, brethren of nature.
Negative and positive clash and blend.
I hold out my hands, I take you in.
A posteriori.
You seep into me.
I am filled with your imagery.
The 4 directions release a reflection,
I call upon the east, I bathe in the rain.
I break the line between moment and gravity.
For we are the same.
Latitude and longitude, transverse and reverse.
Behold, the elements begin to converge.
We, are a metamorphosis of time.
We open the portal of dimensions.
In suspension from here and now.
I am sanctioned as I bow to thee.
I breathe your energy.
I’m alive in your mercy!
The storm rages on.

Yesterday’s Child (from Soul Words)

I am the momentary silence,

I am the aftermath of violence,

I come to numb the pain.

I am the picture frame, of your life.

The fear is closing all the doors,

These scars are prisoners of war.

The shame is like none you’ve known before.

How could this be a part of me you say?

Why did I let it go this way?

Where was my angel in disguise?

The tears that burn inside these eyes.

Don’t hate; the world is not your crutch.

Don’t wait; time only heals so much.

Trust; a word I rarely use.

Child; she was abused.

Let it heal; the pain was real.

Each day you try to feel.

Each time you open up your book;

Each time you take a closer look;

You find the healings started.

Believe in yourself;

You’re not Yesterdays child.

 

(This poem was written at age 16 years old)

Her Song ( written May 13 2007)

Beautiful echo, this world is so hollow;

Each step you follow, leads you further away.

My soul tried to whisper, a song in your ears;

But your fearful eyes, brought me nothing but tears.

So I stepped back.

Beautiful mystery, this moment of envy;

Washes over my body, like melted maybe.

My life tried to walk by yours, but you closed all the doors.

Just like before, I had to step back.

In the middle of this room, There’s a riddle left to bloom.

Silent and hoping,

Yet never knowing…

In the center of this mind, there’s a string that’s left untied.

You’re so filled up with pride, I wish you could be blind.

So you would really see me.

Beautiful portrait of a silent man;

His life in his hands, but circles never end.

So in his quest, to always have the best;

He overlooked her light, let his chance go bye.

She never turned around, he never seen her cry.

In the middle of his room, there was hope that never bloomed.

Silent and now alone, he’s tormented to the bone.

Now he’ll never know, cause he had to let her go.

Take It Back (2007)

Do you dream in color?

Do you hope in black and white?

Do you wish you had the answers?

Have you broken down?  Caved in? Cried?

Does anger fule your fire?

Do you sleep to get away? Do you drink to numb the pain?

Do the days seem the same?

How will you break this chain?

Will it help if you give it a name?

The face is still the same.

Is situation what you blame;

That stops you from the change?

Fear just turns life black;  it never gives you slack.

Don’t waste your life in misery;

Cause you can never take it back.

Quid a me petis, Domine?

Father, please father, these words weep.

I pray for guidence, I can no longer see.

Spinning out of control, I lost my whole;

Lost my clarity.

I open my life up to you, my soul is begging.

Universe have mercy, in my love I bleed.

I ask of you nothing but simplicity.

I take each lesson, in humble humility.

I give thanks for your beauty, For the chance to be free.

I came to this earth, for a healing re-birth.

Never asked why, in the times of darkness.

I held to your light, that poured from the sky.

I feel to be kind, to love and shine.

I try to have compassion and empathy.

But I let my mind get the best of me.

Father hear my heart, no pride or selfish wants.

I understand not, what is asked of me.

Blinded by mistakes, there was no violet flame;

I bow my head in shame, show me the way.

Creation is a gift, I take for granted never.

Lifetimes pouring, from visions soaring;

Like vibrations felt in Heaven.

In this pain, I speak your name;

Quid a me petis, Domine?

In this lifetime…

…..

…..

I give up

Just Existing

In these words, you will not find imagination
In this poem, there is no lesson.
This soul is very tired, through all of my progression.
Life has been very hard this time; I am beaten to the ground;
Though my faith will never waiver, the tears now have no sound.
Years creep up like a silent sentence, so much time I gave repentance
But everyone falls.

So this is the bottom of my world, no further can I go
Every mistake I own, every heart I broke, every evil I spoke
I see the karmic flow.
In these words, I come to terms, with death and birth;
Beginnings and endings, just surrendering my life.
I’m so very tired, it all seems nonsense
All this pain and suffering, because in the end
We all meet again.
We all comprehend.
We all become whole.
We all becomes souls of eternal light.
Our time here makes it right.
In these shallow pros, I reap what I sew.
For now, I’m just existing.

Reine’

Trace The Muse

Kiss my mouth, kiss my hands, in the sky we meet again.
There is no promise, there are no vows.
Kneeling down, we melt through the ground.
Feed my mind and blend in my soul,
Entwine in my hair and breathe me whole.
Coil your hands around my body,
Move with me slowly, let me show you;
How I want you.
Kiss my spine, kiss my eyes,
In the sun, we are violet fire.

Hear the echo in your core, let your fingers come explore.
Taste me Muse, pull me in.
Pour yourself over my electric skin.

I want to slide in your senses, let down your defenses.
Like water and rain, you paint my skin.
This is love, not forbidden sin.

In the shadows, when I am alone.
My hands trace places I want you to roam.
Flooding waters rise then fall, I am yours
When you call…

Reine’

I Wait (from Soul Words 2005)

Life expands us; we strive and thrive for understanding.
What is a soul without balance?
Can we help but search for a connection?
Another being, without rejection, opens their world to us.
Surreal is the moment you see;
The reflection of your destiny in someone’s face.
When two opinions, find some sort of answer;
In the same space.
It’s a sixth sense, a soul’s essence.
Where could you be? Do you come while I sleep?
Will we ever meet?
As sure as I breathe, I wait…

15 years

Was not a simple day, the vibes were clear
No amount of talking would bring you near.
Forced smiles, idle chatter,
Tension in the air, nothing matters.
How did we come this far, to stand still?
Have we had our fill of each other?
Has time made us a bore?
Did we choose to ignore the signs?
When we’re apart, we missed each other.
When we came back, feeling relaxed,
It goes right back to the fighting.
We were a team, good memories.
Years of holding each other together.
Promises can fade, nothing’s forever.
This does not make us weak.
This will not destroy our family.
To stay together, is tormenting each other.
It hurts like hell now, you feel like you drowned;
Like the life you built, just burned to the ground.
It did not feel right anymore.
Why don’t we let go?
Afraid of being alone?
This is all we know, you and me.

But we all grow, its human nature you know?
We evolve, we learn
We are not yesterday.
We loved each other,
We know each other.
But time changes everyone.
What was strong, when we did get along?
Has become a past memory.
We did not lose, we did not fail;
We did not break a fairytale.
We just moved on.
What was needed then, we filled.
Let’s be kind to each other;
Smile at good times,
Be there for the children,
With lives on our own.
Let go…

Between Sound

What is the sound, between silence and awareness?
Can you hear it surround us?
Has life become a broadcast of white noise and chaos?
We have to stop and focus.
This is not how humanity should reflect its core.
We are meant for much more.
On the right side of contemplation, is a visual sensation;
A series of pulsations, the here and now.
It runs along the parallel of mind and time.
The tone is bright and deep, surge and breathe.
The morphing of indigo with electricity – fills the void.
Set your vibration to the transformation and soar.
Another world to explore.
Superimposed and closer then you know, is the matrix river that overflows.
Travel between light, and mortal suggestions;
Here we are endless and meet in perfection.
Till the sun brings us home.

Spin (This Is It)

Don’t spend your life, looking for a sign,
Don’t spend time, waiting for the sun to shine
You’ve got to know by now, the only way how
Breathe and be, love and dream, hope and see
This is how you find the key.

Don’t spend your days is a haze of thought
Use what you’re taught
The only way to evolve
Don’t spend money on crystal balls
Cause when it falls, it breaks just like your world
You’ve got to believe by now, the only way how
Breathe and be, love and dream, hope and see
This is how you set yourself free

There is no set of rules, that shows you the clues
There is no mighty text, that will make you perplexed
There is no magic spell, that you must dwell
It’s all on you, to see the truth
No matter how you find it
You’ve got to open your mind to it

Don’t try to control the sensations
Don’t try to hear revelations
You should know by now, the only way how
Is by falling down, reaching out, holding your ground
Turn around, feel the life you have found

There is no wrong in lust, there is beauty in it when you trust
There in no sin in wanting to touch, desire is the fire of love
It comes from above, let it spin from the lotus in your heart

Spin, let it in, spin, with all of creation, Spin into your healing
This is it.

The Magi Of The Nebula

Surge of energy; encompass my being, flight of the mind to a space so high
Forward projection, a solar intersection, I can’t stop!
Blast through the atmosphere, the sonic boom meets me here.
Void of fear, just racing through the spheres;
Life takes shapes, in worlds far away, blending in the galaxy,
The solar system passes through me.
Like a true alchemist, I exist for this;
Like a fire in the sky, I feel my senses fly;
Vast and great are the heavenly eyes.
The hum of time meets creation;
Magnetic resonance becomes elation.
Constellations of vibrations; bring on my initiation.
My life changes shape, I exhale and break through
Light of blue, light of gold, shades of vision take their hold
Contact and concentrate, the Universe dilates and pulls me on
I am here and I am gone, I am many, I am one.
I am the horizon, the parallel line;
Transmitting a frequency from beyond.
Silver lining in the sky, not to be seen with the naked eye;
Can you read my mind?
Take me over, pull me in, push me to the outer limits
I am vast, I am the key;
Speeding through reality.
Cosmos bathe me with your knowledge,
Infuse me when I reach the gates;
Spinning with the violet rays,
I bow down to humanity.
I heed your calling…

Reine’

The Man Inside The Mind

It’s not your image that made me weak;
It’s not the shallow that I seek.
Can you believe me if I say, t’was your light that blew me away?
Like a solar blanket of love in motion, drew me from my darkened ocean.
This joy poured through, and made me soar;
I could hear your voice as it ran through my core.
Melodic and pure.
You blended in my senses, left my heart breathless;
Your shine is endless, I could not prevent this.
Like warmth from the fire, you pull me higher;
I flush with desire, my mind feels alive.
I’ve lost all sense of time and space, my soul feels creative;
I’m no longer afraid to feel.
Unity, convergence, The many worlds heard this,
Now I feel the Universe thrive.
My love is truth, I see this through you;
With this, I can let go, because I know, you cannot return it.

Reine’

Super Star! (from Soul Words) 2005

Staring blankly into the faces,

The crowd is screaming,
But you’re numb to the feeling.
Lights are bright, reflective insight,
Be who you are, a superstar.
But will it take you far in the light of day?

Electric-retro-super-genius,
Analyzing all the lyrics,
Egocentric-partially plastic,
Come to paint the world fantastic.

Grasping the dream of glamour and fashion,
Filling a void,
But it’s never lasted.
What a big mistake,
What a toll it will take,
When the image breaks.

But then it’s too late,
And the world is captivated,
From an ideal,
From nothing real.
Are you able to heal?
When you’re numb to feel.

Lost In The Music

What a long afternoon,
Shortchanged on blue skies,
Can’t stand the radio, disgusted with the news.
Nothing holds my interest,
Feeling moody and restless.

Daydreaming seems so morose.
Can’t even choose my next meal
Stuck on some ideal,
On how I should feel.

On days like these,
Wish I could just sleep,
Fall to pieces and weep.

Hours drag and hang around,
Just to get dressed, make the bed, puts me out.
Not depressed, not feeling stressed,
Just bored and unfocused.

Read a book, turn off the phone,
Rainy day to keep me home.
On days like these, nothing seems to please,
Don’t know what I want,
Can’t tell what I need.

Some say it’s the planets,
Some claim it’s the weather,
Lack of vitamins, lack of challenge,
I think I’ll manage.

Take out my headphones,
Get lost in the music,
On days like these,
It’s all that should happen.

Reine

Wrapped In Pavement (from Soul Words) 2005

He sees through her narcissistic ways
And laughs as she gets frustrated
The crowds gaze her up and down
She looks at her face
When no ones around
N.Y. has her wrapped up in pavement

So used and spent
Days come and went
Even the friends have walked away
Not knowing what to say

The faimly she’s left behind
Stay close in her mind
He is serious
But kind to her
A woman some call mother
A weekend lover
Chasing a dream

She is not what she seems
He breaks her chain
Takes the anger and pain
Holds up the morror
To her blinded eyes
“This is what I see”
He whispers
A fragmented reflection
As the world swallows me

Pandora’s Box

Insomnia’s sheath,
Poor over solemn eyes,
She looks in the mirror,
To some how recognize this life.
Mind frame, coiled around surprise.

Pandora’s box, was there all the while.
Why was it locked?
To keep her out;
To draw her in?
Wandering years caught up,
Race through her mind.

The rush makes her choke,
Screams rise in her throat like smoke.
It’s the calm before the storm,
Some how keeping her warm.
The mirror seems worn now.

She shakes the box,
She breaks the lock,
Desperate for the answers it’s got.

Hands tremble, breath shallow,
Scintillating in her moist skin.
She savors this moment.
Pale comes over her,
Like wind, rain and night,
Rolled into one.
The box is empty;

Nothing.

The temptation, the tension,
Some mortal redemption;
The search, the lust;
Was not really knowing
The inside of the box

Ghost

Where does time go?
Does it slip into memory?
Only to haunt us vividly.
Ghosts of emotion,
We give our devotion,
We keep them alive,
In our dreams they survive.

Seems so real,
How they make us feel,
Let go,
Time also heals.
Promises made,
Never forget,
Guilt turns to regret,
We cannot stop time.

Clinging to the mind,
We get caught in rewind,
Seeking to justify,
Their loss of life.
Then it finally comes clear,
The ghost held so dear,
Is simply love,
Always was.

It’s not their face,
Or a sacred place,
A photograph,
How they made us laugh.
It’s what they helped us see,
When we set them free.

Remembering,
Without surrendering,
A part of yourself,
To a cerebral haunting….

Reine’

Impulse (from Soul Words) 2005

The center of gravity pulls in a new day.
The point where daydreams define their traits.
Something stirred you out of your element;
Is it relevant, to what you believe?

There’s a fine line between what’s fact, and what’s fiction;
Imagination is what keeps the friction.
You need this tension to sir your sensations,
Concept drives you to contemplation.
Night and day, clash and blend,
Inhale the dream. Breathe deep.
She wraps you in her sanctuary.

Conjured from your secret whim,
Your slumbering hours, let her in.
Wrenching you from your comfort zone,
You reach for her, to take you home.

Impulse takes you, curiosity breaks you.
Tone and torment cannot wake you.
Thrust and taste, pull and play.
She knows how to get her way.

Liquids flow from darkened waters,
Rushing from your sacred quarters
Never will you feel the same,
The savage beauty has you tamed.

Reine’